listening:: "faggot" - mindless self indulgence
My dad accidentally put sugar all over his french fries yesterday, thinking it was salt. Hahaha. It tasted kinda cool, actually, but it was so so funny.
Okay, John Heffron won Last Comic Standing? I know I'm slow, but I didn't get to watch the finale, so I asked someone. But why John Heffron? Don't get me wrong, I love the guy, but he was certainly not the funniest crayon in the bunch. He wasn't funny all the time, either. I would have been happier if Alonzo or Gary had won, but, more power to him, I guess. (Damn show's rigged) Honestly, Todd Glass should have gotten into the finals. He was funny even around the house. I'm not saying he should have won, he just should have gotten into the finals. But enough of that.
I'm really, truely scared. This is what it felt like when I stopped reading books all the time and I felt like I was losing my reading skills (because that does happen, if you know how the brain works - it's a muscle! Jazzercise it!). I feel like I'm losing my Christineness. Today at lunch, Alex G. said something about balls, and then she said, "that was about half as bad as eighth grade. I used to be so bad!" And all of a sudden I realized, "Holy shit! I was too!" Everything I said used to be dirty, or at least most people would interpret it that way. It even got me the nickname Porn Star among my guy friends. What happened to that Christine?! But, you ask, why would I want to be dirty? Because that was when I was uninhibited, dammit! I feel like I'm being tamed somehow, or mellowed. I'm not as funny as I used to be. I was trying to think about why this is, and I realized it's because I'm hanging out with the wrong people. Back in sixth and eighth grades (the Ferrell years), I was friends with practically everyone, and the people I hung out with were funny and were, well, I can't really explain it. Hm, here goes: the people there had character. They felt more real, and I had a connection - be it good or bad - with everyone. But there's practically no one in this school who's as dirty or as insane as I was, and those who are aren't in my classes, so I guess my personality has been molding itself to fit in with this new group of people. Which is not working so well, if I may add. Maybe I should go watch some porn or something. Maybe that would help. Nah. That's gross. ^_^
I MISS MYSELF!!!! *Blink*
Holy fucking shit. Someone finally posted scans of Reno and Rude online from the new FFVII movie! HOLY HOTNESS! *Drowns in a sea of drool* I cannot fucking wait to see this fucking movie! I adore Final Fantasy VII in an unnatural and unhealthy way. This paragraph has also been unneccissarily profane. But I'm so damn excited! *Sits in a corner and rocks back and forth, waiting for her precious FF movie to come out in theaters* Here's the piccy, enjoy!: molest this link
